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Friday, December 24, 2004
A nail Hammered into the wall one time too many
You know how people tell you to explain what's wrong?
Well, how many times have you done that, and everyone turns against you and totally just.. seemingly hates you because of how you feel?
Even though you sit and listen to them, listen to their problems, though you don't always answere?
This is how I'm feeling.
And it's a matter over something that will have to be addressed after christmas- otherwise, all of the problems are in another blog. Which, very few people I'll allow access to read.
They're a victim of my personal inability to not tell them how I feel, and how angry I get with them.
Yet now I feel like a victim, for being all... ostracised by their friends because of these feelings.
It may not be what they're meaning to do, or even thinking they're doing it.
But they are.
I'm a victim of being unable to express myself properly, nor at the times I should, and so I get screwed over.
And you know what?
I'm tired of it.
And I wanted to forget about the problems, and just go to a nive conversation, or RP (which to some who may read this blog, may be really lame, but it helps to pass time.).
Well, obviously my presence is just, too much to deal with.
I'm sorry I bottle my emotions up, due to years of being rejected because of them.
I guess I just shouldn't talk to anyone who may be indirectly involved with my problems with others.
I shouldn't have even brought it up.
But they asked me to explain.
So I did.
So it's their own fault, and it's mine for telling them what my problems are.
I'm never going to again.
I don't know who I'll open up to ever again.
Probably just the usual people I talk to in real life.
the problems with online friends- is that if they're friends with the other party you're having problems with, they'll take sides.
And in this situation, since they've known the other party longer.
Guess what.
They're only on his side.
And I'm going to tell the other party, even though my side has strongly suggested not to, for years.
But guess what.
I'll just have EVERYONE ON BOTH SIDES MAD AT ME FOR EVER TELLING AND BRINGING IT UP, AND LET'S SEE JUST WHERE THE HELL THAT GETS ME!!!
Posted at 01:08 am by HaruKitsune
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Sunday, December 12, 2004
They're only Words... We paint the night....
"Let's take these lines... and draw ourselves.. out of here..."
Current mood: Mrew?
Cool phrases: Snowy Cappuccino, Echoing Silence
Sad anime discovery: In Chrno Crusade, I was finally able to make out what's placed on Rosette's tombstone.
Rosette Christopher 1912-1928 "A (word??) who (word..?) through the brilliance of life"
Now... I hadn't noticed that there was also this-
"Chrno- Dearest friend and dedicated protector."
And it's like ..'-sniffle- Aaawe... they.. were buried together...'
Stupid.. morbity of anime's >.>0
Moving on now.
Well, it seems some people in IHM singers can't handle my talent, and feel they need to go behind my back and make fun of my abilities and ability to sing loudly by calling me 'Windpipe'.
How...
Juvenile....
Really, I'm insulted, upset, and UBER PISS-ED-EDED-ED!!!!!!
-ED!!!
Well, you hsould know I'm going to tell Mr Van about this with Alyssa (who informed me) and ...see about mayhaps.. getting these two people kicked out..
They don't really sing... they talk to eachother in class a *lot*... and now I'm starting to suspect that it's sometimes in front of me (since they sit in the front row.. in front of me)
And it's like.. well... if you're going to talk about me, suck it up and talk to me about it, and not go behind my back (or privately in front of me) ...freaking wusses.
this IHM singer group has had problems.
Majorly.
This is why I don't like such a huge chorus....
'Cause crap happens... and crap hits the fan..
Getting it all over us.
-sighs-
People need to grow up... we're seniors, you loosers. Wake up!! In the real world, you'll realize people are BETTER than you, and you should simply strive to make yourself better!!! Not to tear them down in your own juvenile way to make yourself feel better.
-sigh-
Alright.
Well... thats the main update I have.
And.. I'll explain my college thing.
I sort of... feel a little peaceful now that I guess I've decided on Triton for college ( at least for the first year), and I felt this when mom said she got a peace about it so..
I think it'll be alright if I stay home for at least another year... 'cause... ever since Momentum..
I don't really think I'm prepared to go away to college just yet.
-shrugs-
It's not a matter of being good enough... that's just where I am right now.
=3 mreow~!
Posted at 06:05 pm by HaruKitsune
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Just take it back.. I don't want to hear you...
I haven't updated in a while, I suppose....
Well, I've seen the first 4 eps of DNAngel...
And.. the final episode because I d/l'd it X.x0
Well, my review is... I find it funny, but I personally perfer the japanese voices.. because the english ones... grate in my brain.
But that's me.
Moving on.
Greg's coming home this week -dances- I'm happy. =3
In school, we're... having five chorus concerts this week.
Yes.
5.
Monday at Divine Providence/Infant, Thursday morning/afternoon at IHM, Thurs night concert at IHM, Friday morning at St. Joe's, and latero n in the day a concert at Divine Infant/PRovidence (I am unsure of the order of DI/DP.)
I have taken my ACT... which I guessed on 50% of it... the math and science.. all guesses.
So yeah.
Blah.
And.. it's seemingly been decided that I'll be going to Triton college.
..yay.
Well... I'm.. not particularly sure on.. just exactly I want to update about.
I'm loosing hope with my Detective Conan dvd set I ordered... and just.. the dvd's I wanted in general...
but... I'm going to buy Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories and the red SP when I get money from Christmas.
My grades in general... are C's.... which.. kind of sucks.. but... stupid Senioritis set in during Junior year.
poopies.
Photography.. has taken it's toll on the 11 of us in there.
We feel some people hog the room like.. everyday.. and it drives us mad.
Stir crazey!
But alas.
I have the dark room all to myself 2nd period because of my study -laughs-
w00t.
and yes.
This is all just.. rambling.
Which sucks.
But really... I don't think there's much of anything else to update on.
oh yeah.
We have a compaq pc now.
And I'm going to be getting a new tablet this week, due to my faithful Wacom...dieing. -sobs-
RIP Wacom Tablet, you served me well.
Until next time...
Guar.
Posted at 02:42 am by HaruKitsune
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
And murdured my computer.
Yup.
MIRANDA'S LOST HER 4th COMPUTER!!!!
ISN'T THAT GREAT!?!?!? >.
Posted at 11:36 pm by HaruKitsune
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
OUR FINEST HOUR HAS JUST BEGU~N!!!!
Current Song- Well, currently in my head, I have some Utada Hikaru song in my head... but I would REALLY like Philmore's 'Finest Hour' in my head... Roawr
Current Mood: Tired, but happy
Issue of the Moment: To sleep... or not to Sleep.. and COLLEGE!!! GAH!
The anime I was actually thinking of before, but couldn't actually remmeber the name- D N Angel
Ok.. well anyways
Current news on the house- Living/Dining room colors have changed to some brown colors. It should look nice.
Today there wasn't much that happened, we just checked intothe house, tried to see if we could do anything, and went out again to search for some stuff.
Now, my question, is...
WHY ARE THE 50's STYLES COMING BACK!?!?!
WHAT THE (#U( &$(&$#!))*$#)#**#_-cencorcenrcorncecnorcencor!?- I've no clue that that became a link.. but whatever.
It's annoying.. the 50's styles... but you know what? Whatever... I can't find any decent shoes, I'm still wearing sandals, and the whole fashion business can screw themselves.
There.
I feel a little better now. =D
Moving onwards.
Augh.. I don't even know what to write anymore except I'm getting pissed off with Alyssa G. and Sandra Mandeze...at school.... I'm sorry, but these two people are really pushing me.
Sandra's pissing me off because she thinks she's the best thing since chocolate came about. Seriously, this chick needs to be kicked off of her pedastole... I dont know how or *why* she thinks she's so awesome that if she weren't to audition and get a part in a school play that it would suck, but you know what? Whatever. She needs someone to out-do her, esspecially vocally.
Which I can easily do.
I'm just not one to boast myself and be all 'hey biatch, I'm better than you so go suck yo-self' or something.... like that. O.o0
This all mainly comes up because I actually thought it's be interesting to see how we'd end up doing the Wizard of Oz... and Sandra doesn't want to do that, so she said sh wouldn't audition for the play if that was the oe chosen.
I *hope* we choose the Wizard of Oz, just so she'll miss being in the play her final year. -sighs-
And then Alyssa annoys me (not Sullivan... a different Alyssa) with this... EXTREME Anti-Bush deal, and just... a lot of things with her that I'm nt remembering at the moment.
Now... Amanda and Alyssa G are extreme anti-bush to the sense of, they feel like he's the new hitler.
I'm sorry, but is Bush purposely killing thousands of people based on race, hair/eye color, and religion?
No.
Is he experimenting on twins and other sorts of peoples in horrible ways, and putting thousands into death/concentration camps?
No.
So shut up, you can hate Bush all you want, but he's our President again, and you need to have a sense of respect for Authority. Also- it's not just the President who runs the government.
So chill.
So now that that's been vented.
I'd like to say I was able to talk to Matt today. Which is cool since I haven't talked to him in a while.
Ah yes, and Alyssa's friend's name isn't Neko, it's Niko. (I just didn't know for sure since I hadn't been really formally introduced to him properly... it was.. rushed O.o0)
mh..
I know that there's more I wanna say here...
Oh yeah.
I want respect or.. something from people.
Honestly, I'm a bit slow, but I'm not incredibly stupid.
I feel incredibly under-estimated... I'm very good at organizing things, it's been prooven a *couple* of times. I can set things up, I have a good eye for some things, and I'm good at listening/giving advice. And sometimes I just simply listen when there's really nothing I *can* say... because at least that person gotto vent.
But anyhow...
I want something more than what I am right now. I want to be *seen* as more than what I am right now. I want my potential to be noticed, and grabbed onto be someone. I need to be taken out of this shell, these walls of crappy solitude, loneliness, and frustration.
I really want to be able to love someoe too... I wnt love, really I do.. I just want something otherthan love of my family (though my brother is at the top).
Though the sun ain't shinin' through,
Though my pain ain't dried like rain,
I'm still here inside this cage,
Of doubt, loss, and conscious blame.
I want to be alive,
Moreso than I am at this time,
For there is no other like You,
No
No one like You, who knows me.
No one like You, who has known me before birth.
Your plan for me is beyond all of my comprehension.
You bring the sun, rain, moon, and fall.
The beginning, the middle, climax, and completion to all.
Walking paths uncharted, then worn down with continuous use.
There are several who serve You.
All of whom are different and new, unlike You.
You never change, yet we discover...
You have no depth, for no one could survive it.
You are everything we need.
You, are the light than shines from my hair, the beating of my heart
You bring hope and salvation to this chart...
You are the One and Everlasting
You are.
And always shall be, even when the heavens turn unto dust.
You are the light that shines through that dark sky,
At the end of the storm.
Miranda Meyer, Copyright 2004
Posted at 11:43 pm by HaruKitsune
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Sunday, November 07, 2004
-caughs- Ok... Now that I have THAT out of my system...
Current favorite verse: Daniel 12:3
Current Mood: Semi-hyper/Alright
Current Video Game: KINGDOM HEARTS BABY!!! OH YEAH!!
Favorite Person: My brother forever <3
Current Favorite Anime Character: KIBA!!!! HE'Z MIIINE!!! VIVA!!
Current Anime Song: TM Revolution, Rurouni Kenshin, Heart of Sword
Current English Song: Zao, Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust
(Talk about two very very different songs)
Anime I'm currently interested in seeing- Initial D?
My Wishlist, because I'm being lame right now-
-New Switchfoot CD
-A Really good Worship CD with newer worship songs, 'cause I have no worship cd's.
-Kingdom Hearts/Final Fantasy related (mainly 7 and 10) pins, metal or actual button/pins
-B'z Arigatou CD
-TM Revolution CD's... just any one of 'em... ;.;
-My right/left click button for my tablet pen >.<*
-To send my brother's copies of KH, Frubu, and .hack >.<
-Button/Pin maker
-A NEW WATERPROOF WRISTWATCH!!!! AAARGH!!!!!!! >.<!!!
That's all I can really think of at the moment....
Now onto the main event- What's been going on in Takato's life.
Well, I'll start with how things with the house have been going.
The floors are done. They're a nice color, kinda rosey, but not too much. Also, it's lighter than I thought mom would choose. -lol-
My room has been painted a purple that's above plum, Gypsie Magic, yet it doesn't show up on their site (I may be getting the title wrong). The ceiling and trim is a light purple.
Uhm~ We're going to do the dining/living room/hallway/stair base's two different pink's/red*purples.
If that makes any sense.. it's not as.. horrible as it seems~ uh... It's just hard to describe those colors.
Once the painting's done, We'll move back into the house- which will hopefully be after this week.
Now I'll go backwards the past three days.
Today- Went to church semi-early. During worship I thought I was going to begin going deaf because the monitors were a *tad* too loud... And I've decided I'll now stay in the adult service. I've outgrown Youth Group, so I'm moving on. Nicole and David are sort of the same way.
After service I talked to Bonnie for a while. We caught up a little bit, and it seems she finished off her Freshman year in a month.. which is pretty crazy. She's basically going through a bunch of stuff right now, and she hasen't really spoken to Kristal in two months. Uh~ Basically, Just pray for Bonnie. And... Let's see... Also, I told her she's welcome at our house anytime, she should know that by now, she has a key to the house after all.
I talked to Shanon a little bit as well, and told him the reason I left momentum, since no one knew I was going, so basically I just dissapeared, probably confusing some people -laughs-
After church I went out to Taco Bell... took a nap... went to Home Depot with mom to look at a few more colors for the house, and then came to Alyssa's. I met her friend Neko (Or so I've come to figure his nickname to be). He's a cool guy, I like him- I think Greg'd like him too. He's a gamer and anime lover. Currently Alyssa isn't here since she went to bring him home and hang out with him there. (-She leaves me~~ ;.; -lol-)
Now I'm going to switch to Friday.
Friday- Momentum. The trip I'd been sort of awaiting for a while. I was sort of an Assistant leader. But anyways, so I get there... and That's when I began to feel like there was going to be problems...
John was there, which, that's no problem, since we don't have a lot of guy leaders, and he's cool. But there were Mary and Josh Burniak (I think that's their names)... I think they just started working with the junior highers for Sunday School and it was just like... I couldn't see why they were chosen as leaders (mainly Mary). I also found out Mondo and Cece were going to be the youth leaders now. this bothered me, since they've sort of been running it anyways, and it's been a horrible 3 months for me since Pastor Jeremy left, since they always have 'guest' speakers... So basically we're only now getting a central leader... and I don't know how good they'll be. But we'll find out. Before we left Maricella I guess had hats made for her and Cece of 'Mentor' and 'Mentoree' and I felt like I was kicked in the face. I've been working/supporting that Youth Group ever since I started going when Pastor Steve was there... When Pastor Jeremy was there, I was on the worship team, and then kicked off... And then later on there were youth leaders chosen, and they wouldn't even show up a lot, and yet there I was, the same age as them, and I was probably never really even considered for being a leader. I did go to Target Illinois- That was good, but only once. I have this really big want to be a leader in a way, and it's been frustrating for me for a long time... I try my hardest, but it's not good enough. With Kairos, I went as a leader in Training, and I looked forward to the moment when they would choose who the leaders were, and I wasn't chosen.
I felt like I'd wasted 6 months, hoping for something that never came true. I thought about it almost every day- really, it was the only good thing I was looking forward to for that whole time other than Acen. It hurt. So on Friday, I realized just how underestimated and just.... ignored I was. No one really cares in the way I need it in youth group if I'm there... So I'm done with it. It's been horrible for me the whole time, so It's just fine and well I leave. And my leaving was an extravagant secret exit.
On the way to Momentum, I was energetic, trying to be a good Assistant and so on. When we got there, the worship was really good, and I enjoyed it. The sermon was good as well. Same with the second session- except that's when everything was hitting me.
During worship, I became incredibly depressed, I wanted to cry it was so bad. I missed my family, since I haven't been with them too much over the past two weeks I've been staying with Alyssa, and I felt incredibly alone. I had no friends with me for this convention, I was so alone, I'd wanted to ask Shanon if he'd let me do my cling.. thing that I do to my mom/brother and Bonnie. My clinging to others is my way of giving affection, and also getting affection from others, so I feel comfort from that...
Anyways, so, during the service, they had a human video of POD's Youth of the Nation.. and I've seen better human videos for that. It kinda sucked. After that Ron Heightman came on stage with the new director, and the senior directors, and Ron was given a sword (a real one) of Honor and Truth (or something along those lines). I cried- I love Ron Heightman, he'd been there the whole time of me being in camps done by IYCM... so it's sad to see him go. I'm glad I was able to see him one last time though- I would have been sad to not do so, and I hugged him after service.
I then told Pam that I really wanted to go home. And home I *did* go, bringing into light my exit from the Youth. I called grandma's at about 11:45 and talked to mom about how I really really really *really* wanted to come home. So, after talking to her a little bit, she got dad on the phone, and I told him to go to the Prarie Convention Center, since our hotel was nearby there (I forgot to say 8 blocks away). So, I went to bed, and woke up at three to call him. He was having problems finding the hotel, so he told me to call at 3:30. When that time came, he was still lost, he'd found the Convention center, but not out hotel, so I ran to the front desk and asked them where the hotel was, and soon after dad got there. After that We got onto the highway again to go home, and I drove for an hour (I first time to really be on one). After that I went to sleep and dad drove the rest of the way home, and we arrived back at about 7:30.
Which leads us into
Saturday- After returning home dad and I went to sleep for a bit. When I woke up I took a shower, and Dad and I went to the house. There I looked at how my room ended up color wise, and I got online for a while (and I fell asleep there too.) When dad and I went to the Hobby Shop, we used the Zephyr (Blanche's old car) and it drives very well. It's hard to start up, but otherwise it's alright (It's a 1980 car). There's a problem of the smell of Gasoline, and we're going to try and fix that little problem... but basically I can now use it to get to and from school. nothing else really happened on Saturday.
And that's the low-down on my feelings as of late.
I miss my brother- I'm going to go with you on that trip to Antioch during Christmas Break, I promise.
And in a few weeks (or sometime soon) I'm going to go out to lunch with Nicole, which is cool. And... when the house is together... I may try to have a sleep over type thing since... I didn't really *do* anything to celebrate my *18th* b-day! Man.
So yes, I gotta figure that one out too...
God bless~
Posted at 10:09 pm by HaruKitsune
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
Shinjitsu wa itsumo hitotsu
Mood- Somber, tired
Current Song- Inuyasha, Ai no Uta (Song of Love)
Movie- Detective Conan, Kid vs Shinichi
Favorite series- Detective Conan
Last seen anime- Wolf's Rain
Main Anime of the day- Chrno Crusade (I finally got it back...it's a frikkin' miracal)
Most interesting discovery this week- Shinichi (Jimmy) and Ran (Rachel) appear as random characters in Inuyasha ep 128 O.o0 (-saw it herself-) http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v62/NightPhoenix/Spoof.jpg
Ah... and One truth this shall be- Yugioh GenX... it stood up to my expectations and totally sucked.
Even the beginning/end themes sucked!!! I started LAUGHING when the theme started!!
The music.. isn't very good really, I mean, It's not bad.. it's just... -shrugs- not up-to-par with what the last series was. All the themes had a more serious tone... and well, these themes are hyper/energetic, not really Yugioh-ish.. even though they're songs basically MADE just SPECIFICALLY for Yugioh Gen X, but... they really just have the Yugioh theme *feel*......
Today while watching Wolf's Rain I cried first because Toboe DIED (I wuff Toboe) and laughed when Hubb fell down the cliff- almost to his death, yet soon after that he continued his descent and died.
I'm sorry, but it because quickly obvious to me he was the next on the 'character hit list' for certain and utter death.
Now.. if they kill Blue, Tsume, or Hige next.. well... I'll cry again.
Blue's the only female wolf... and Kiba's like... the only one who's going to survive this whole fiasco I think.. since the first ep I believe is him walking the death earth, still searching for paradise, and looking back on all that's happened.
Don't you love series' that end up just being a flashback of the main protagonist? -sigh-
Tomorow I go off to Kairos until Tuesday... Thursday's my 18th B-day, and I'll finally be gettin' my Kingdom Hearts CD and Inuyasha Puse/Bag/thing.
I want them.
Badly.
Ah well.
I drew picture of Conan on Oekaki today (more like finished it after a week of procrastinating on it)
and.. so that makes 4 completed Conan piccies.
Lufferly.
Kairos should be interesting.. I might make a big crap-load of an update on it.
I might not.
We'll see.
At the moment I'm finding that I really don't have any friends at church... Like.. literally... there's people I talk to and all but... Bonnie's hardly ever there, and when she is she hangs out with Kristal- and they both (one or both) completely drain my energy.
It's... horrible.
I don't even know if I have any friends at all.. I have these aquaintences.. and people I hang out with occasionally... but really... I don't have any friends and I don't have any *true best friends*... which everyone needs a True Best Friend of whom they can tell anything to-
Yet thinking that over- I suppose that's not true- My True Best Friend is Greg.... 'nii-chan... But- he's at college.
Mraur......
So.... I think I may try to go away to college... art school maybe, even though I'm feeling very un-caring about art right now.... but.... I need a new start far away from where I am right now....
I want friends...
Honestly...
I really want to hang out somewhere other than my room/house.... the computer is only entertaining for so long...
And.... I don't know what to do to make it end.
Naze da...?
There is only One Truth!
Posted at 12:36 am by HaruKitsune
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Friday, October 01, 2004
Ice Cream and Cake, do the Ice Cream and Cake...
It's in my head...
AAAURGH!!! STUPID DANCE SONG THINGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-caughs- Moving steadily along now.
I'll start with yesterday, Thursday 9/30/04, band practice. I got there and pulled out a chair and set my purse down. Upon said chair was something that looked *suspiciously* like a checkbook.
After pulling the music for this Sunday and next Wednsday, Pastor Dave and MArk the Drummer were talking, and I'll re-enact the convo for you.
PD: I have just about admitted defeat on trying to find my checkbook.. I've been searching all day for it, and I just can't find it.
Miranda: Oh... you mean this? -picks it up from the chair and plops it on the table innocently-
After this, shock and absolute laughter insued.
Yup, so I found PD's checkbook, and he was so happy with me. He thanked me several times (He'd been searching like a madman for it, esspecially since there was a $500 check written out in there) so, it was really cool.
Yesterday, I'd also gotten my Detective Conan DVD box set (vol 5 I guess) and well... It was the set *after* what I was aiming for.
-semi anger-
But it's ok, 'cause there were some eps on there that I'd read the manga version of, and it was really nice to see 'em in motion. And I also saw Kaitou KID's second appearance... so.. I just gotta find out when Kaitou FIRST appeared in Detective Conan.... mreowr.
I know have 3 days to throw all my crap together and get it out of my room.
Oh.
Joy.
I'll be living part-time at Alyssa's starting the 5th.
Bad thing?
AOL mail likes to *not work*...
Which means if I try to get my mail from any of my SN's (esspecially the one for author alerts) I won't be able to.
-anger-
Pray I live and that Alyssa doesn't get so frustrated with me that she stabs me with a pen or something.
She's gone to hit me before, and she ain't afraid to actually do so.
-sigh-
..Must.. continue... with... my 2 Detective... Conan fics... -twitchtwitchtwitch-
Posted at 08:20 pm by HaruKitsune
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
But I'ma gonna update!! w00t!!
-caughs-
Alright, so now school has started, and I've discovered just how BORING Government can be.
My teacher makes no attempt to make it interesting, honestly, so I draw through her class, and if it weren't for the fact I need the class (no matter which way you look at it) I'd probably drop it.
Nothing terribly interesting has happened over the past several... well, few weeks. I have 2 birthdya presents so far, though I won't get them 'till October 14th... -sighs- I want my Inuyasha bag/purse and Kingdom Hearts CD *now*!!! -cries-
Ah well
Uhm~~
Let's see, october 4th I'll become a temporary on and off resident at Alyssa's, due to the fact Mom, Dad, and I have to pretend we're moving and so on because of the floor's being done... which will take 10 days-2 weeks.
The *bad* thing abotu this, is that even if they get the floors done in 10 days, it still hits October 14th, my 18th b-day. So... I won't really have my house for my birthday.
It. Sucks.
This whole venture it a lot really.. and there isn't much that I've packed away that's in my room.. but boy, lemme tell ya, it'll be hard and really crappy for me when I do... yeesh.. -so I'll see if I can stuff my dressers and a bunch 'o stuff in moms room :bwaahaahahahaa:-
Rumiko died (the singer of the Fruits Basket themes) and it was quite a shock to me. I liked her, she as really great. She was a composer and a singer... so it's sad to loose such a talented person in music, that so many people loved.
__________-
In Japan Inuyasha has ended- With a very very VERY unsatisfactory ending.
***spoiler warning***
Inuyasha's end... let's point out all the things that were WRONG-
Naraku wasn't killed
Kagura (the half good guy) is possibly dead
Kohaku still has that shard in his back I believe, though we don't know for sure
Which leads to the fact that the Shikon no Tama isn't completed (other than the fact that Inu's group still has a couple of shards... which were placed into the Tetsusaiga)
Sesshomaru didn't DO anything in the last battle, he wasn't even there!
Kouga wasn't in the last battle
Kikyou isn't DEAD dead
Kana and that... spawn of Naraku are still alive
Actually, both of Naraku's spawn, and the spawn of naraku's spawn are still alive (now, that sonds odd, but... you'll understand when you see it... or something along those lines.. yeah)
I'm unsure as of whether or not Inuyasha and Kagome's relationship was made 'official' or what
Miroku got bady hurt, and didn't do much of ANYTHING in the last battle but protect sango, Kilala, Shippou, and (sort of) Kagome from the.. stomach acid
And.. what ELSE went wrong...
oh yes.
THE SERIES WASN'T ENDED!!!!
Nothing was resolved!! They could go and make another 33 episodes if they wanted, just to hit the 200 episode mark!!!
Our last hope for the ending of inuyasha now, basically, is the fourth movie. Which, I'm unsure of who the enemy is in that movie, along with a lot of what it's about, except that I suppose Inuyasha finally truely chooses ****** and Kagome fights herself (like... emotions and decisions. blah blah blah). That's it. That's all I can tell from the commercials.
All I have to say is...
THERE BETTER BE SOME MIRO/SAN And INUKAG ACTION IN THERE!!!
BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Frubu Discovery- Still spoilers
Ok... now, I must ask *why* Akito was suddenly made into a girl...
I mean, yes, it makes me feel a tad bit better that Shigure isn't giving himself to some guy for the other's kicks or whatever...(my own little idea on what the HFIL Shigure was talking about when he said he was the dirtiest of them all) but still.
It's so sudden!! It's.. freaky!!
Yet..
IT's hilarious!!
I mean, it's only funny at the moment, but really, Akito really turning out to be a girl is freaky.
And Random.
Just likethe Cinderella play.
Also.
Kyou knowing Tohru's mom and him maybe having something to do with her death.
That's freaky.
I mean.. it was always cute that we figured that 'hey, Kyou met Tohru when she got lost when she was younger, but she still doesn't know it was him' but... gyee~~h... fre~aky...
Mh... what else... Ah yes... *what* is *up* with the whole... 'He/She really couldn't love me because...'
THAT IS SO OLD!! I'm so TIRED of people who are like that!! -lol- Kyou and Tohru are so unsure of the feelings, that they think it's only one sided!! -bangs head repeatedly- They both need a swift kick in the butt, to get in gear, and to also figure out a way to break the curse (or SOMETHING) to keep Kyou from getting locked uplike every other person who was cursed with the cat BEFORE HIM!!!
AAAAARGH!!
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Posted at 11:08 pm by HaruKitsune
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004
We have fallen again tonight
Current Mood- Tired. Blah.
Current song in my head- Something, by Skillet (if I'm wrong.. I'll just laugh)
Current song actually playing- wforest of Chrono Trigger (that's what the midi's called), and Come, by Namie Amuro
So yes. I haven't updated in a while.
In the meantime since my last update, I got a sweet Kingdom Hearts wallscroll, got my Chrno Crusade series, and have been writing a Detective Conan (Case Closed) fan fiction.
Yay.
Now- the sad thing that's happened was Spicey, Alyssa's dog died, and Pastor Jeremy left.
-moment o' silence-
Ok.
And so, to answere Crazy Dizzle's constant bantering at me on how my life is like using alcohol instead of contact solution- Well, it's just my mood at the moment while writing.
Now, since last time, I've blocked Sarah from my B/l, and later the same day she called me, and as soon as she was asking hello, I quickly hung up.
Darn always saying hello first.
Well, either way, she hasen't contacted me since.
I'm probably being pretty cruel, but I can't *handle* it anymore, it's too much of a burden on me, and I really lost my sense of friendship with her a good 5 years ago I think.
So... yeah. It's sad.
Anyway.
Detective Conan is my happy anime of the moment (though there's murder/death in every episode O.o0) which... is a lot better than babbling constantly about Yugioh.
Yay!!!!
Yes, even I'm getting tired of Yugioh, and await it's end. Also, Inuaysha will be ending sometime in September. I'm getting the feeling I may just cry, since the last one (episode 163?) kinda had a sad, yet refreshing end to it. Other than that- I MUST GIVE MY MOVIE REPORT!! -laughs-
Movie Review for~~~~~~
Yugioh the Movie
I had dreaded this movie for half of the summer, and I guess that was a good thing, for if I had high expectations, I'm unsure if I would have felt slightly let down, or still the way I feel about the movie.
Pegasus is in the movie quite a bit, though not *too* much. He and Seto have a duel, Seto wins. Then that's where some problems occur.
Seto is such a moron really.
In the movie, I must agree with someone who said Seto gets a lot of downplay in this.
He's dissed a bit too much.
Yes, I will agree Seto was 'in character', but in a sense, I think even *he's* smart enough to know that 'hey, maybe this card is really doing some weird stuff, like with the shadow realm' a *bit* sooner than he did.
I mean, c'mon, in japan in the ancient series, though seto really didn't want to deal with anything there (Bakura miraculously caused his mind to be sent there O.o0) he still actually did something of some use.
Of course, this is after Zork killed 2 kids, and they just-so-happened to look like younger version of himself and Mokuba.
And so, Seto, being the guy he is, which is one who hates death of kids, he got uber pissed off.
Thus, summoning Blue Eyes Ultimate dragon to help fight against Zork, then Yami made it into that combo monster from the first virtual reality game.
Yes- so going back on track here, Seto's not *stupid* like that. He may be a stubborn moron, but even he knows when things get weird.
But, I'll give WB credit for not letting him be a total fool, and being able to fight the 'mind control' of Anubis.
Now the really *stupid* thing I have to say about the movie, is that, even though they emphasized a lot of the Anubis- and his 2 duel monsters bit, they hardly were even on screen for 5-10 minutes!!
It's like 'Uhm.. what the friggin' hell?'
But hey, it was just fine with me.
-Things I did NOT like about the movie
The Friendship circle.
C'mon guys!! We've had ENOUGH of the FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE TO LAST US A FREAKING LIFETIME!!!
Those of whom hate Tea, probably hate her even *more* now because of the movie, because it was *her* fault it came up again, let alone happened in the first place!! -sighs-
-Yugi, now, he was a pretty main role here, and got stuck in Yami's soul room with: Tristan, the moron of moron's, and Joey, the guy who made godfather impersonations.
Now, Yugi was kinda downsized here in a way, his character growth tossed out the friggin' window.
They made him an absolute wuss- moreso than usual. He was a little funny, but really, I don't know what to make of it all.
~Things that surprised me
They were more violent than normal, and had a couple of things in there that would normally be edited/cut out.
One major thing that made me giggle (for whatever reason) was that they had the Japanese LP sign thingies, instead of that hippie LP counter that... is lame. I like the Japanese one better, since it has some 'class' to it. so yay.
Another, was pinty objects.
They were pointy!!!
They've edited the Mill. Rod's knife in the series, and just, some weird stuff that makes no sense where it's like 'Uh...?'
Seto getting grabbed by the head and getting tossed.
That. was funny.
Later on anyways.
At that moment, it was kinda like 'Nuuu!!! My bishie!! ;.; -sob- Your life sucks... Why can't things go better for you!?'
Yeah. But anyways, he did manage to gain some retribution for all the crap WB downed him for.
Yami getting stabbed.
Now... this actually made me cringe to see- even if it *was* just the shadow of the action.
I mean.. the knife went straight through him!!
It's like 'Da~ng... that's new'
It was sudden too!
So yes, I cringed when Yami got stabbed.
-The Music
There were only 2 songs!!!
Good lord!! That soundtrack has like, 16, and at least with the Digimon *&* Pokemon movies, they used all of their tracks either during the movie, or in the credits.
The Yugioh movie did not.
One song played, and it was while Seto flew the BEWD jet to Pegasus' mansion and it was on how people just don't get what it's like to be him.. or something.
Other then that, the ending credits had the 'theme' of the movie, which I didn't bother to stay for (I practically ran out, because I did not want to listen to 'One Card Short' again after the friggin' experince I had with it during the trailor).
Overall, the movie went from a -5 to a decent 5/7 out of 10.
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Not much else to really talk about. Greg's back at Central Bible College, I had my senior pictures today (and I really hope they turning out well, since mom had me wear my red kimono) and I finally got the cuppaccino I've been craving.
Now, since I'm running on perhaps 2:30 hours of sleep, I'll nap.
Bwaha
Posted at 12:08 pm by HaruKitsune
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